Save me. I'm Lost.

I am buzzed and thinking about all the people in my life, the things they've done, the hurt I've felt. I'm feeling like I should have a heart to heart with them but that's probably just the booze talking. Life is never that simple. I wonder if I'll feel like this tomorrow. I want to detox and I'm trying, but life is just too intense. I think I carry to lofty of goals, maybe if I didn't care so much I'd be happier, but how does one give up the passions of their life that you wake up for in the morning, for a life of simple ease. I think I'm afraid I'll look back and regret. People always say that the worst thing is looking back on your life and wondering "what if", I think I have taken that fear to a whole new level. I'm so afraid of regret that I drive myself into the ground with work that I never reap the benefits of, just so that I never look back and say "what if". But what if I look back and think "what if I'd just relaxed and enjoyed life?"...

Save me. I'm lost.

La paciencia TENÍA un límite.